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For
one instant, abandon all labels, concepts, answers, explanations,
all efforts to improve or achieve a result of any kind. What
remains?
Sensations,
sounds of traffic, smell of exhaust, smell of rain, hum of a
vacuum cleaner, cheeping of a bird, breathing, seeing, hearing,
awaring. Not the words, but the actuality. Just this, as it is.
Thought
divides it up into seer and seen, self and other, mind and body,
form and emptiness, relative and absolute, spiritual and unspiritual,
enlightenment and delusion. By
the way that it labels, divides and describes, conceptual thought
creates a mirage world (like a dream or a movie) that seems completely
believable and real.
In
this movie world, it appears that there is 'me,' an independent
entity with a mind of its own, encapsulated inside a body, separate
from the world around it. It seems that this phantom "me"
is in control of 'my life,' a series of events with a past and
future unfolding in time and space. This 'me' appears to be on
its own in a frightening, alien universe that is 'not me.' Something
always seems to be missing. The phantom 'me' seeks happiness,
flees from death, chases after bigger and better experiences,
compares itself to others, and tries desperately to 'get it,'
whether 'it' is a new car, a better job, or enlightenment.
But
is this 'me' real, or is it a mental image and a story with no
actual substance? Is there really a central agent at the helm
steering the ship, or do 'your' thoughts and actions appear here
in the same way that the brain, the breath, the wind, the clouds,
the trees, and the galaxies appear here? Is clarity or confusion personal, or is there simply
weather, appearing and disappearing, sometimes clear and sometimes
cloudy?
Is awakening a future event, or does
that word point to the utter simplicity of here and now? Are
you the character in the story of your life, or are you the aware
being in which, and out of which, the story appears? What is
undeniable and impossible to doubt, needing no proof or belief?
You know that you exist, that something is happening.
What that is, or what you are, can be doubted and debated. But
the present moment (being itself) is undeniable. Here is always
here. It's always now. One seamless, undivided, ever-present
whole, wondrously diverse but always appearing altogether at
once -- never arising, never ceasing, and never staying the same.
This is the jewel.
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